dreaming of stuff

My poor plants are all confused by this weather :( We’re having quite the warm winter! I have daffodils trying to come up but not flowering. As you can see, part of my lavender is turning yellow and dying while other parts are budding new lavender! My pomegranate tree which should be dormant right now is sprouting new leaves…and a couple of volunteer tomato plants have come up around the pomegranate tree from the compost I put in there. And in mid january, they’re still thriving!

snow can wait
i forgot my mittens
wipe my nose
get my new boots on
i get a little warm in my heart
when i think of winter
i put my hand in my father’s glove

i run off where the DRIFTS GET DEEPER
sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
i hear a voice
“you must learn to stand up for yourself
cause i can’t always be around”

he says when you gonna make up your mind
when you gonna love you as much as i do
when you gonna make up your mind
cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
all the white horses are still in bed
i tell you that i’ll always want you near
you say that things change my dear

boys get discovered as winter MELTS
flowers competing for the sun
years go by and i’m here still waiting
withering where some snowman was
mirror mirror where’s the crystal palace
but i only can see myself
SKATING around the truth who i am
but i know dad the ice is getting thin

when you gonna make up your mind
when you gonna love you as much as i do
when you gonna make up your mind
cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
all the white horses are still in bed
i tell you that i’ll always want you near
you say that things change my dear

hair is grey and the fires are burning
so many dreams on the shelf
you say i wanted you to be PROUD of me
i always wanted that myself

when you gonna make up your mind
when you gonna love you as much as i do
when you gonna make up your mind
cause things are gonna change so fast
all the WHITE HORSES have gone ahead
i tell you that i’ll always want you near
you say that things change my dear

never change

all the white horses

Tori - Winter….dammit I want to see her again….The first time I saw this song live in 98, I cried my eyes out…She closed with it..

When you gonna make up your mind?
When you gonna love you as much as I do?
When you gonna make up your mind?
‘Cause things are gonna change so fast.
All the white horses have gone ahead
I tell you that I’ll always want you near
You say that things change, my dear.